I absolutely adore the winter attire, and rather loathe the summer ; but the shivering spine winter delivers me every morning certainly won’t be missed

Sometimes I just want to rip my hair out and pour shampoo all over my body , and while my tears drop down my face, drink them so i’ll beable to coress

My mind is the universe, and the universe is DisneyLand, Proposed to the happiest place on earth. IT seems when I get on one ride, I just want to stay on and never get off, but then I remember there are other rides that I liked, and loved. What about those ? I want to be on those rides instead, but I also like the other ones. Why Can’t I just ride the ride I built. Not these other rides other people have built around mine to make this theme park. This wasn’t a theme park to start with, it was my ride, but I allowed permits to build around my ride. I’m sick of the other  rides, I just want to be myself, but the sad reality is, i’ve been on so many rides, I don’t know which one I built.

I dont give a fuck THIS IS MY TUMBLR D:<

My dad is so gross sometimes. I wouldn’t mind living in this house alone con mis pero, pedo i’d need a car so i can at-least leave this black hole

What happened to screaming and dancing and being naked and loosing my mind in an empty abyss awaiting to be filled when I was home alone ? Maybe fall break…

At night I lock the door where no one else can seee

I’m tired of dancing here all by myself

Tonight I wanna dance with someone else

Just another song lyric about clubing; or a song lyric tired of lonely, wanting to love someone else Dance=sex, Tonight I want to make love with someone else.

It truley intrests me how manipulating someone can be on the internet. There was this guy, he seemed so mysterious, so in touch , so in depth. Just like someone who is far matured for their age, and molded into the natural surrounding. Just deep in the lyrics with a concept and meaning to everything he did.

But that was just the illusion. No, I don’t know this person, I never talked to them, this was just all assumption from what I had to go on

However, in reality they were quite the opposite. They still perhaps held their artistic poetic side, but they were far more dangerous in camparison. Not quite mysterious, nor indepth. More of outgoing, and care free. Smoking trees Realesing the heat. MESSY HUR DONT CUR. Just another human trying to get to know who they are, but with an artistic touch to pull of the act.

I suppose the true illusion in the one who beLIEved…

So today i did nearly nothing at all. I finished my college algebra homework, which was a waste of time. Goodness how i hate that class. Marissa talked to me all day. We play drawsomething all day. We whored for likes, nothing unusual. I still got to get a job to get coins, and on top of that I WRITE THE BEST POP SONG I HAVE EVER WRITTEN…or at least break. Sometimes you got to just vogue to the flow to force your talent out; and that’s exactly what happened. 

It’s just the break, so it’s not nearly complete. I just seem to never beable to finish a song once I start one. You got to suck into the beat, yeah release all your heat, what do you have for me ?
You got all you can dream, yeah studs and harmony, now all you need is me YEAH! Oh how I hope my struggle of seperating Queen GG&Gabriel ends soon. It’s 11:13 pm and I just sneezed. Wonderful ‘cause I am.  Till tomarrow Hunny B

 THE TITLE IS THE QUEEN HAS ARRIVED

Shift your body
Move with mind
Into my mold
You will find
Release your intuitation
Forgt your reputation
Grasp upon your wild sild
it’s always been there
don’t think twice
Before you know it
THE QUEEN HAS ARRIVED!

This is my life.